Right so here goes, I’m not totally sure I have the dedication to be a blogger but its worth a try now isn’t it? Well we will see. My name is Harebell. Well that’s not my really name but considering this is going to be a continual bitch about the people in my life I can’t really get away with my real name or I would be in a lot of shit. Not that it would matter cause all my supposed “friends” seem to hate me anyway. But we will save that for later.
So this is just an introduction to me really. Me. My family. My friends. Oh and the man/ boy whatever you want to call him in my life.
So I’m a 16 year old, Scottish girl, in my 6th year at school. Young, confident, bubbly and I like to think that I know myself pretty well. I have great plans for the future, well I hope I do, if it all plans out. I want to leave go to university and be a journalist. Yip I have it all planned out nicely.
Sometimes get the feeling the ‘rents don’t approve though. It’s not a secure job, your not guarantied a future, but are you really guarantied a future in anything these days. My parents are very protective, and so is my sister, no one messes with the young one in the family. My parents also like to keep things fair between us, she wasn’t allowed to do that, so your not allowed to do that, she waited till she was 18 then you must wait too. It sucks. Quite a bit. But I do love my family. They are always there for me even if it is just to wind me up and do my head in.
And well my friends……bear with me cause this could take a while, ill try and just sum it up quickly but this is important so keep focused with me for just a few minutes.
Lets see where to start….where to start? Hmm……..
So there are 11 of us…..no wait 12. This is in my main group of friend, out with them I have smaller groups of mainly guys, who are great, I mean absolutely fantastic, don’t know what I would do without them kind of friends.
But yeh this group of 11 it splits up quite nicely if I’m honest and I know you will all be think why the hell do I hang around with people I don’t like and that don’t like me but its not that simple.
The are the 4 guys, who are all so lovely and yes I have had a thing with a few of them but nothing serious and they are just so nice, so kind and understand and most importantly they like me. Then the girls, well we split into three groups, the good the bad and the ugly haha – or the bitches, the two faced and the rejected.
I am a reject.
Yes that is right my lovely readers, I am a reject and proud.
Me and my two closest mates in the group we are the “uncool” ones well so it seems but if anything we are the ones that don’t need this group as we have other friends. We don’t get invited out by the bitches and we don’t care cause we know that they don’t like us, we don’t care they don’t talk to us, we don’t talk tot them. It works.
But the bitches god you don’t invite them to one thing either because you know they are busy or you know they wouldn’t enjoy it and oh dear god they go off their head at you. It is ridiculous. God you don’t like us why do you care if we don’t invite you to stuff!!!!
But possible the most annoying are the two faced twins. They aren’t really twins but there are two of them and they are both as bad as each other. They act all friendly with us rejects and bitch about the bitches, say they don’t want to spend with them and THEN SUDDENLY they are acting like the bitches are there best friends!! I mean if that is the case they bitch about the bitches then go be their friend, then do they bitch about us rejects them! Its frustrating!!! Cos you don’t want to leave the group cos your friends with some of them but Man life would be so much easier if we could.
And the one person I feel sorry for because of all this is my long term – on and off – couldn’t do more for me boyfriend. I say on and off we have split up one for day; it was stupid and silly and I had over reacted but he came back to me, Thank God!!
Then there was the proper brake up a whole hellish month apart, well not going out. We still talked and met up and we let it all out – every little thing that annoyed us and now we are back together he has changed, he has stopped the little thing that annoy me. He claims that I don’t wear the trousers in this relationship…..I sooooo do!!
So that is a quick rundown of me, and the people around me and probably the people that will be inspiring my blog. So I will leave you to get to grips with all that and will write again soon.
=) xxxx
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