People are funny. Our emotions confusing.
I mean how can you explain your jealousy, your wants, your needs, your likes; when even you don't understand them?
I cant explain what draws me to the music I like, my fascination with nature, or my occasional moments of jealousy I simply don't understand!
I am not a jealous person.
A worrier, yes. A tad insecure with low self esteem, sure. But jealous, no! But then you hear about your boyfriend being in the company of someone else and before you know it and the trust has time to set in, its a flash of jealousy. Or worse still a guy you once liked, use to, in the past, is moving on or likes one of your mates, and then its there again.
Silly, unnecessary, unexplainable feelings!!
It all just confuses me, really because it only last a seconds then I return to my senses.
At times I'm content on my own, happy and peaceful, listening to music or just thinking. Then other times all you want attention, a text, a hug, just someone to be there.
Our wants and change just like our favourite things and people. And most of the time there is no valid or apparent reason.
Out of my friends I'm the listener, the advice giver - the agony aunt. But sometimes you cant be bothered with other peoples problem, pointless trivial things, your own worries are enough. Yet I cant help but try and solve others problems when they ask. Half the time all they need is a good rant.
But most of these things revolve around the opposite sex. We cant live with or without them!! SO is it better just to stop complaining and just embrace that bitch or dick - cos that is ultimately what we all are- and just get on with your life or keep seeing the problems however trivial and miss out or give up on something amazing??
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