Love....

Ok so it has been a while, and i apologies. I hope you are all well.
That's it been a year since things kicked off with me and my boy. We shocked ourselves never mind anyone else, we made it a whole year, and love each each other.
Halloween 11pm 2009 in a friends garden with a "geek", just me him, had been flirting all night, little hints here and there that maybe something could happen.
Now I'm not the kind of girl to sit back and wait, if i want something ill go for it and that is just what i did. I kissed him...and he didn't kiss back! He said no to me!!
I know shocking isn't it, but to quote him "i don't want to just be a drunken kiss"
I maintain i was not drunk. He maintains I was that he didn't want to take advantage.
Now this has been the topic of many a heated discussion, did he do the right thing?
I have to admit i think he did, if he had kissed me i probebly would have thought yeah i pulled tonight, instead i text him the next day apologizing for embarrassing myself and instead got a confession that he really liked me and was just scared he didn't stand a chance.
He is such a woman at time!!

Anyhow today i have never seem him so happy, he was just so happy and cuddly and almost proud that i was him. It was one of the sweetest things and god it made me feel amazing.

Ok so yeah this is all a bit soppy, but everyone loves a love story at some point.

=) <3 xxx