Actually.....

Well this is a "fuck my life" feeling if ever there was one.
I am clearly just too emotional a person for my own good although i am very proud that i have managed not to cry yet tonight.
It’s strange how people can surprise you, you think you’re drifting apart but all it takes is one day to get the bond back. As for those you thought were your friends, it’s amazing how their feelings can be manipulated by a boy. I mean seriously you for one should no I'm not after your "man" pfft.
I mean i know I’m a friendly girl in a flirty sort of way, but trust me if I’m flirting with someone everyone will know all about it!! And why the hell would i want your rumoured player of a bf when i have a man that i love. I mean get over yourself actually!
This is why i am so friendly with guys cos you don’t get all these bloody problems!!! FS! Actually!

I mean I don’t actually have a clue anymore. I was never a person that only had one best friend now I don’t even know if I have any friends, well female anyway. But I can’t spend all my time with guys cause then I just seem like a whore! I mean actually fml! What are peoples problems……..RAGE!!

hmph.....

You have actually got to be kidding me!!! Clearly my sister is the favourite child, since mum is either forgetting about me, telling me a moody cow, compairing me to other so i come of worse or just making life sucky. Yeh dont you worry about a thing maw, just you change all the plans that we had and that were totally fine and  worked around both my sister and me and work so that it suites my sister even better and im just forgotten about. You lot can enjoy yourself and ill work away then have to put up with a whole load of crap from your mates when i get home just what a "crabbit wee bisum" needs after a stressful, boring and hard day at work!!!